What does it matter anyway.

昨天我在PPS看了一部戏，Tom Cruise 和 Jamie Foxx 主演的《借刀杀人》（Collateral）。

这部戏主要是讲述 Tom Cruise 要在一个晚上里杀死5个人。因为这5个人都在不同的地方，所以他也聘请了一个德士司机（Jamie Foxx）载他。

这是很干净的一部戏，很流畅的情节，很好听的配乐，很好看的都市夜景，很平凡的德士司机，很唠叨的杀手。

这是一部很普通的杀手戏，可是 Tom Cruise 在戏里讲了一段话却让我印象非常深刻：

Someday? "Someday my dream will come"?

One night you'll wake up, and you'll discover it never happened.

It's all turned around on you. It never will. Suddenly you are old. Didn't happen.

And it never will, because you were never gonna do it anyway.

You'll push it into memory, then zone out in your Barcalounger, being hypnotized by daytime TV for the rest of your life.

Don't you talk to me about murder. All it ever took was a down payment on a lincoln town car.

Or that girl, you can't even call that girl, what the fuck are you still doing driving a cab?

一个理想，你拖了一个小时，它还是一个理想；你拖了十二年，它还是一个理想。

一个你喜欢的女生，你今天没打电话给她，她还是单身；如果你明天没打电话给她，可能她已经结婚了。

You could've done it anytime you wanted to.
Hey, it doesn't matter anyway. What does it matter anyway.
If it don't, so fuck it. Fix it.
What do we got to lose anyway, right?